Colt 10 months

Holy cow, my baby is going to be a year old before I know it. How did that happen?

I've really been struggling lately with working from home. I've been so distracted by unimportant things that I end up working until 1,2 or 3 in the morning to get my work done. I've thought to myself several times how much easier it would be to just go to work and take the kids to a sitter and come home at 5:00, but tonight when Colt fell asleep in my arms and I looked at my little baby who is now 10 months old I thought how lucky am I? They grow so fast and I need to not take for granted that I get to witness every second of it and I need to be more focused, forget the unimportant things like having a perfect house or what is new on social media, and get my work done so I can spend time with the people that are important. Easier said than done. I feel like sometimes when I could go for days without having a conversation with an adult that I need an outlet and there is always a distraction but this is my own reminder and commitment to be a little bit better. I love this holiday season and I'm going to spend it doing what matters.